She once said
to me that I should not tell him everything
Yet, what
should I do now, everything has been told
Him, whom I
trusted to be someone that can listen and understand
It was a good
time
Now, I do not
think so.
The more I
tell him, the more it becomes a boomerang
Depicted by
how he asked to then judge
He knew about
the stress and he asked why, expecting a solid answer
Then judged
like it is a small thing that is easy to solve yet I am too weak to deal with
it
Excuse me,
what are you doing now?
Oh then, it
was such a right time for him to judge for more
Thank you and
I do regret it
Even when I
am writing this, I cannot really lash out at him
I do not take
this as an opportunity to revenge the anger
It is more to
a reflection that this whole time the fact is revealed
The problem
is telling a problem to the source of it
I learnt
something now
I should not
trust him from the beginning
A blunt
expectation from a naïve person
Expecting a
person that does not even realize that he makes it worse
Every day it
becomes worse
Such a relief
to finally put everything in writing
Someday he
may read this and recall that
A girl does
not demand for a pity or a judgement
Please
differentiate the way to care about someone
With the way
to judge someone
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