Walking Away

"And I know you'll find someone who

gives you the time I didn't give to you.

I'm running low.

I'm sorry but I have to go.

It may be I who never feel

You gave me something so real

I'm sorry but I have to go."

- Running Low by Shawn Mendes

***

Perhaps he is running low.

However, it is true that it is me who is walking away.

I never count on how many days I have spent with him.

My friends said that sometimes, or probably most of the time, I created a bad decision to leave everything for him. Yet, I am okay. I am fine. I finished everything quickly just to meet him. I did it again and again. I cancelled a lot of appointments. For him.

No. I am not a caring woman. He is right.

I did nothing for him.

So right now I am walking away.

And never coming back.

***

For sure.