Positive Ending

It does not make any sense sometimes,

to live in the reality,

and to live in the life He has designed for us.

"I thank God whenever I remember you,
and all my prayers are filled with joy."
Philippians 1:3-4

Is that also a reality?

Perhaps this would be more wonderful to live in.

Did I forget?

"I just wanna touch your soul. 

I just wanna love you when you are not here.

I just wanna hold you because I care.

I just wanna see you."

***

Here I am writing this post in my deepest moment of blue.

I declared how tired I was, I am, and I am still.

Today is not a big day.

I am singing to the moon out there.

Hoping for another moon to come by and say hi.

Maybe it is not alone hanging in the sky.

***

They say life is a wonderful journey of unexpected surprises.

I doubt it.

Some people there have set all of these to happen in their way.

What can I do now?

Helping none, yet miserable.

Imagining the world is a sugar ball.

Who am I to even dare to dream?

I hope not today. Perhaps tomorrow.