Everything beyond words.

Saturday, March 26, 2016

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I ain't writing for you.

At least not for a particular glance.

Every single word is merely an expression of my feeling that is unspoken to the world.
Some may say that I am outspoken.
However,
life does not have any absolute case, does it?
Well, Him only.
I created it for a reason like how they happened for reasons.
Not for you, definitely not.
Not for me, definitely not.
Not for them, definitely not.

You may interpret every word by your own.
One thing to bear in mind, however,
there is none to be blamed for it.

You may find no meaning behind it.
Two things to bear in mind, however,
a meaning will remain a meaning, and
a meaning is apparently what is in your mind.

You may mock the me after all.
Three things to bear in mind, however,
they
aren't
yours
.

Saturday, March 5, 2016

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Can a man be kind?

The most denial thought I have ever had in my mind, might not be the first thing in your life.
I have been lost in my own world for around six months without any small pieces to carry on with.
No cries for love, no tears for the broken heart.
No love, no heart.
Heartless.

I am living in a very moment of silence.
Despite of every nonsense they would say,
I collected all the memories within an untitled album.

Stretching an idea from the "Piece by Piece" by Kelly Clarkson,
I may be one of those fans who tried to flash back in time to find that piece.
It is miserable, isn't it?
Not my dad, not my mom, not my brother.

Even today, somebody came to my life. Playing around my joy, but he is just a playful guy.
I am sorry if that might not be true, however, I found that it would not be easy for me to fall.
This is just another guy who recently came to my life, two days ago.
I do not want to get it wrong. I do not want to fall either.
"Can a man be kind?"

I just confessed it that I am not afraid of falling in love.
I am not afraid of getting hurt.
I am just not ready yet to face how my life would be after it happens.
What changes should I face?
Another world?
Another time?
No.

Anyway, she had said to me that the problem is that I always try to get bound to them.
Not because of them.