I can't remember how it feels like not to be tired.

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Perhaps you know?

It is not like a sleepy tired. Even when I could sleep for a thousand years, I would still be curious about the answer. Some of them said that we cried for what we have achieved because there is nothing more to do. If that so, I do not think that I have achieved that point. Not even close to it. Every single thing happening currently is taking all my energy away. Probably one thing to describe it is that,

I AM TIRED.

PHYSICALLY.

EMOTIONALLY.

MENTALLY.

I AM JUST TIRED.

Well, it might be too much.

I am moaning too much.

I am complaining too much.

I am thinking too much.

I NEED A DAY OFF. 

OFF OF EVERYTHING.

which is IMPOSSIBLE

Have you ever imagined of being alive without being alive?

Being existing without being existing?

Like how we live our life freely.

Things are getting more complicated day by day. 

I miss my old days.

... and now I am tired of explaining why I am tired.